Now here we are
We're licking skin to wipe us clean
Strike a match, pour gasoline
Ditch the scene and watch this city burn.



We drive
to leave the past and clear the mind
to watch the sunset set it's time



I'll be reaching for the stars with you, honey
who cares if no one else believes
So I, set fire to everyone around
But I told you
I told you
I told you we'd do it

So ha ha ha ha
ha ha ha ha
yeah, we walk



So, after much thought and consideration I've come to no conclusion. That's right. No conclusion. I have no earthly idea yet. Maybe my problem is the fact that I DO want a conclusion. It's like after the previews at the movie theatre, I get up and say, "That was GREAT! ...allright, let's go." But can you blame me? If what I've gone through is just the previews or intermission... then what the hell is coming?!
I don't know, all I know is that I have come up with very little info, but it may just be enough to get by on. At least for now. Like for examp:
1. I really do want to be an anthropologist.
What I'll do with that major will be decided at a later date.
2. If I stay here in Fort Worth or possibly even Denton,
then I am dooming myself to remain stuck in this horribly
twisted social web of love and hate. I swear Shakespeare
really couldn't have written stuff better... let's just hope
that this is some sort of twisted comedy and not a tragedy...
3. I CAN NOT stay at home with my mom any longer than intended.
4. I really DON'T have a social or love life...
5. I need not worry about the youth as much as I have. I know
that what's been happening with them has nothing to do with
me being the youth leader.

Those are a few of the things that have come across my mind. There's nothing like skipping class to hang out at some remote park by a lake. It'll really free up your mind.
The part about not escaping this horrible web was proven earlier when my friend, Mandy, that I've known for years (and had a huge crush on for the first two years of our friendship) and I went to her brother's (Chris's) ex-boyfriend's (Casey's) apartment who is living with his new boyfriend AND the twin brother of his exboyfriend (also Mandy's brother, of course). One last thing, (if you've read my previous entries then you'll understand how jacked up this next part is) the twin brother is Junior. So while we were there he invited Robyn over. I didn't acknowledge Robyn and she didn't acknowledge me. Of course since the last time she ever said anything to me was via a myspace message with various pointless cusswords and insults, in response to my message inquiring about how she had stated that she wasn't about to start dating any time soon, but went ahead and dated Junior. Speaking of Junior. He got back together with his girlfriend and "ditched" Robyn. I get the strong inclination that Robyn and Junior are still screwing. Sad thing is that I know Junior's girlfriend deserves far better...
Thus is life, huh?



So, yeah, I'm definetely ditching this scene to watch the city burn.

oh man lol at first when i saw your comment i thought it was gonna say "have i told you lately that i love you" and the song totally played in my head hahaha... but yeah i'm sure you've told me that sometime in the recent past ;)
» crochetmama on 2006-10-16 12:11:30

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