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My Unkymood Punkymood (Unkymoods)
Rough. Like pleasure with sandpaper.
Thursday. 1.18.07 12:03 am
In shambles is how I reside.

Metaphorically and otherwise. Don't get me wrong; I know where everything is. If I wanted something all I'd have to do is go look under things. I know exactly where. Thing is I often don't like to dig. Not recently anyways. I used to love it. You get that nostalgic feeling.
A picture here. A note there.
A memory here. A love there.
But things are different now. It's all just pain if I start to look. So I let things get buried and buried. Now it's just all piling up. I know I'll have to clean it. I know this won't be able to stay forever, but I'm having trouble. It's alot of pain. So I do it in small increments.

I've shared this story a few times since it's happened. I guess recently, though I've let alot of things stack on top of it. And as I start to dig I realize just how sad it all is. How sad I've made it. I don't know how to feel. I know part of me is upset. I don't know why.
So, as I'm digging in the recesses of my mind for the story that's now left my life in shambles, it's taking time. So, in a bit of time I will get it all straight. It's all just a bit buried. I'm even attempting to find all the music, just to have something auditory to go along with it.

Again, I must warn you it's long and it's not fun.

Maybe a day or so more.

It's just rough...
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