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My Unkymood Punkymood (Unkymoods)
Penny for my Perspective
Sunday. 1.20.08 2:07 am
Actually,
getting some perspective will be free (and on Nutang potentially getting paid), but you know what they say, "Time is Money". So, I will invest myself once more in writting out my thoughts. Maybe I'm missing something. I'm sure I'm missing something.
I've become a static character in my life.

Lots has happened and nothing has happened.

I spoke with an old friend, decided that dropping out was the best course for me.
I felt content and at peace for a bit.
Talked to my mom and convinced me not to.
Got an $8000 loan.
Felt trapped.
Failed all my classes.
Didn't take the defensive driver's course.
There's a possible warrant out for my arrest because of it.
Have grown to hate Malleus and keep him around simply for sadistic reasons.
Broke my toe.
Started working at Cinemark movie theaters.
Got pissed off because no one there did their jobs.
Filed a complaint after the first night I worked there.
Quit that same week.
Didn't get paid until a month later.
Don't have a job.
I'm $10,000 in debt.
I'm taking classes via online from a community college in Fort Worth.

So, basically I'm screwed. Deeply.

I don't know what to do.
Don't know where to turn.
Have no clue if I even care anymore.
My anger issues remain and now that I'm arround more "friends" I'm worried how often I'll snap. I've already snapped about three times. Almost evicted my roommate because of it.
There's one main rule in regards to me:
Do not wake me up under any circumstances other than life threatening emergencies.
Everyone knows this. Those who disregarded the warning are no longer in my life or are incredibly aware of the seriousness of this rule.


I'm a differen't kind of person, I know.
I do not expect people to understand me nor sympathize with me.
I simply am and write what's ture.
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