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Casper
Saturday. 11.1.08 4:41 am



I dreamt of her last night.
I didn't want to admit it... but... I felt happy. Trully happy. Again.
I hadn't felt that much calm and ease in such a long time. Like there wasn't a trouble in the world.
I felt myself clawing to keep that feeling alive through out the day. It's been fading all day. There's only a small drop of that feeling left now.

I guess, she's really gone, you know.
I mean, I've KNOWN that. Duh.
I just wonder if that's what my life is going to be like forever.
Haunted by someone, something, a life that I will never have or be again.

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11 Comments.


meow meow. thank u for sharing ur thought on my previous post. u got a point too.

i have not seen casper movie for ages and sometimes i wonder what happened to devon sava from that movie since i knew that guy has a wide base of fans.

» renaye on 2008-11-01 09:55:36

people tell me that I look like that girl in the movie. I thought I would grow out of looking like her, especially after I stopped wearing my hair in braids like Wednesday, but people still tell me that all the time. Two girls actually thought I WAS her, once. I should have gone as her for Halloween.

ps, I think people's words of encouragement or advice always sound the same because people always make the same mistakes.
» Zanzibar on 2008-11-03 02:48:26

by the way, there is a steroid hormone called "aldosterone". It made me think of you.
» Zanzibar on 2008-11-03 02:50:38

Like I said in the shout box
I didn't think you could do that. It was my mistake. It won't happen again.

Please don't be so quick to judge.
» Steigenator on 2008-11-06 05:51:05

...
I was going to point that out, but Steig beat me to it.

Chill, man. Even if she did it on purpose, that's pretty unwarranted.
» middaymoon on 2008-11-06 07:37:21

Hostile much?
The purpose of a blog is to express your thoughts and feelings towards things.
You're comment was immature, thats all.
» Brutaly on 2008-11-07 05:29:45

Wow, didn't expect the backup.
Thanks, guys.

ANYWAYS. I totally agree with you, at the moment. Of course I'm not completely ready for that. I'm still in high school. I'm not supposed to know anything, yet. Life is a learning experience, I don't mind hearing the truth as it is, but I also don't mind people at least trying not to sound "harsh."

I can also understand why you would be angry at me recommending myself. But, I AM indeed being true to my word when I say it was a mistake. Think about it though; if you made the same mistake, even though you might not care, you wouldn't want some complete stranger bashing you and your blog.

I don't expect an apology. And I don't want you to feel like you need to, which you might not feel. I know it was my mistake, and because of your comment, I edited the blog to let it be known it was a mistake. Don't you feel special?
» Steigenator on 2008-11-09 10:22:51

I apologized
because poor Katie has been listening to me rant about it for about a week already, haha. And about Pokemon, I KNOW! Nobody else seems to understand that. Pokemon games were awesome, but the cartoon was crappp.

As for the comment: Sometimes people recommend because they really think it should be. It's annoying, but it's not such a huge deal. But she did it by accident, man. How would she know the link would work for her, if she's never done it before? And even then, the stupid links are right next to each other. It's a really easy mistake to make, and she's only been here a few months anyway. ALL THAT aside, spreading hate is always stupid, even if it IS deserved (it wasn't). So, yeah, I'm a little upset.
» middaymoon on 2008-11-09 10:23:27

I could care less wheat you said to Steigen, I was talking about the comment you left on my blog.
» Brutaly on 2008-11-09 10:25:26

I don't remember the particulars of this movie. I was... er.. incapacitated.
» baskinthemoonlight on 2008-11-11 02:00:48

OMG. u r indeed a guy!! i actually never really check out people's profile. haha. well i thought u r a guy not because u got no grammar mistake but because ur writing doesn't reflect a guy's writing.

yes i know i will be deemed as heartless bitch for not visiting her. and yes my flight ticket and accomodation is sponsored but i don't have extra money for expenses. this is making me depressed. and one more thing is i don't like to be sponsored because it makes me feel like i'm begging. worse is i look down on myself for asking for allowances from my dad.
» renaye on 2008-11-23 12:23:29

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