It is officially 2009.

What havok was wrought through 2008! Such monstrosities and disasters that I STILL devise plans daily of my escape from this Alcatraz of madness!

My mom's body is beginning to fail her.
I have spent more time in the hospital than in any other place these past two weeks.
And...
I don't know how to feel about that.
I don't want to know.


What I DO know, is how empty I've began to feel my life is.
Despite ALL I do, ALL I've done, and all I WILL do, I feel as though, in the end, I trully will be... alone.

And I have regrets. New ones. For things I have not done. For fear. Fear of love. What a coward I am, but what a fool I would be to entertain such follies. Though, for once in my life, I REFUSE to play the Hamlet! I will NOT die! I WILL FIGHT! I know what's right and wrong more oft than not, right?! Then why priddle praddle with the questions! Let's get to it!

...yet... UGH! WHY CAN'T I MAKE UP MY MIND!?!?!

WHY MUST I BE HAMLET!?!? Will I plague my own life with nothing but indecision until I die!?

CURSES!

For never was a story of more woe...

I hope your mother will recover soon.

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My aunt's bitchy girlfriend whom is cheating on her but my aunt decided that the bitch is the one for her albeit knowing that she is cheating on her. The bitch would give stuff to me as a front that she is nice. She tells my aunt all sorts of lies! I wish it'd be a split up then I'd burn those things.
» undecided on 2009-01-09 02:41:15

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